If I should die before I wake

Well its been quite a lovely month i must say, so crazy and eventful that i can barely remember what has been going on. i know its include mass amounts of alcohol and ridiculous pictures, pretty much sums up my life to be quite fair. Travelled for hours in a horrid car with an awful driver to newquay, to then be deprived of alcohol or illegal substances and forces to spend more than half the time in a car, which i hate anyway, so ending up getting very car sick and feeling like crying and walking home. But then weekend before that was quite a hectic messy one so i guess that reinburses the cruely i was forced to endure for three days.
Carnival was bliss this year, i got drunk on the thursday stayed up to watch the sunrise and had three hours sleep, friday i didn't sleep at all to lead on to saturday, the cherry on my glorious sundee, alcohol, cigarette's, drugs and music with the added bonus of no sleep and walking home at 10am the following morning, i then spent the next few days, dying in my lovely bed :)
Currently in Bristol with my sister, i think i may quite possibly have put on a stone, we keep eating out at beautiful resturants. quite scared about getting the megabus home on my own though, god i have issues!!
I have become weirdly obsessed with farmville on facebook, its just the competition of beating aimee, but because i've been on holiday she'd two levels up from me now, SHE WILL NOT WIN!!
not much else going on, plus this computer is so unbelieveably slow, so i am going to wait until i'm home to do a photo post.

DIANA F

I have decided, i want to become a creative cake maker, or a florist (already decided that) Or something to do with the whole wedding experience.
Got ANOTHER camera, which i will be taking out with me everywhere as soon as i can find film for it, so watch this space for some more truely awful pictures :)

Wow

The months really are flying by. I'm not even doing that much, half of my time is being consumed by sleeping and watching movies. I've starting hanging around with my best friend since four as previously mentioned and we have started watching scary movies, AGAIN. Which stopped when we weren't speaking. So its been lots of late nights and lay ins.
Puppy is growing up fast and getting more and more sexually mature and hyperactive, not so good. Maybe my mum has finally seen sense, her and her boyfriend have "broken-up" wonder how long that will last?
I started a diary Journal (sounds more mature, five year old's write in diaries) So yeah, the plan was so that i wouldn't forget this "crazy" summer, but it looks like may not be as crazy as i first thought. My mum said i'm not allowed to really hang around with Lily anymore after a little incident that happened on prom, which involved me not being allowed in. Long story not going into that.
June went pretty swimmingly, went to the lovely fun fayre, twice. Did quite a bit of shopping, it was all quite layed back and nice, spent a hell of a lot of time with Lil. Hey hoe, life goes on.
July has been going very well, CRAP. haven't done that much. i stay up too late for the pure reason i'm scared that all the characters from all the horrors movies i watch are just going to turn up in my house. Then by the time i wake up the next day its basically over and time for bed again. Why do so many horror movies contain people with weird faces, or potatoe bags over their heads?
Things are going well with my mum, ever since the inccident, we go out at the weekends together and talk more and stuff, which is nice, i guess good things follow those that are bad. I had to delete all the music on my itunes the other night and do it again, god i hate apple. Which now means i don't know what i listen to most often. But does mean that it just shuffles through all 4020 odd songs and i find music i haven't heard for sooooooo long.
I opened a bank account for the first time in my life today, and put a whole five pounds in there, WOW, god i'm just so bloody rich.
Gosh the wheather was b-e-a-utiful last week and the week before, the sun was so unbelievably hot and i went over to Camber, leading to sand in everything, everywhere, painful times. The dog had a nice time, but i got a slight tan, which i wasn't happy about. I want to be pale, as mad as that sounds.
Yeah so thats it really.
The idea of going to a festival this year went out the window, but i am going to try and go to loads next year, i'll be getting ema from september so i'll have money and maybe one day i'll find a job, unlikely but yeah.

xx

OH MY GOSH.

WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO MAY?
A lot has happen, i got puppy.. Who is insane, crazy, going to bite and scratch you all the time, bye. I have now officially finished all my exams and now left school. Fun times. I missed my geography exam, which possibly wasn't my best decision but hey hoe. Prom is in a week and a bit, still yet to get my outfit, but i will and it is less likely that anyone else will have the same dress because i highly doubt people will leave it as long as me.
My life is so sweet at the moment, its just lazy days all the time, crazy summery weather and i have been spending my time constructively; eating lunch and drinking hot chocolates whilst enjoying the summer sun and smoking like a choo-choo train.
I had the first BE BE QUE of the year over in Brighton with my beloved brother, thats a fond memory. ALSO, i happened to bump into who was my best friend like a year ago? two years ago? WHAT ELSE HAS HAPPENED?! ermh, just lots of drinking and smoking and eating really. Starting speaking to my best friend since i was four again, which is nice, someone who was well and truely missed in my life.
Everything seems to be going swell, apart from my mother is yet to see sense and still dating that insensitive prick, i could punch him in the face actually.

TRUTH BE TOLD..

I love 2009.
End of.

Workout Videos

Ohhh, i could have endless hours of fun watching them in fast forward. When i should be doing revision i just sit and watch films on fast forward. Oh when i fail my GCSE's in august, GOD DAMN YOU DAVINA.
We used to have a Jane Fonda one, it must be somewhere in our video cupboard, what fun that would be to watch, sexy ladies in fluorescent Lycra, dancing to golden oldie tunes. What could be more fun?

Going to choose our puppy on saturday.. oh fun times.
I really need to get out the house, it so boring just sitting around doing 'revision' EURGH!

Prom

Is about two and a half months away, i haven't even thought about it. Everyone else already has their dresses blah de blah. I don't want one of those pink puff meringue dresses, i think they are hideous and i won't be caught dead in one. Plus i think its ridiculous to pay £200 for a dress that really you can only wear once. But i was looking around on google images for inspiration and i've seen so many dresses that i would actually kill for.

But i did find one dress that was really nice, different.. so i am going to try and make myself a dress like it.

Its a dress from one of Ronit Zilkha collection's so obviously far to expensive for me to actually buy, but i don't think it would be difficult to find a dress like that and then just sew on some fake flowers, hey presto.
I'm also really set on the idea of having on of those birdcage veils, i think they are so beautiful .
i was looking at this other blog as well, and i know they are wedding dress i would rather look like i was getting married than something ediable, http://bridechic.blogspot.com