OH MY GOSH.

WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO MAY?
A lot has happen, i got puppy.. Who is insane, crazy, going to bite and scratch you all the time, bye. I have now officially finished all my exams and now left school. Fun times. I missed my geography exam, which possibly wasn't my best decision but hey hoe. Prom is in a week and a bit, still yet to get my outfit, but i will and it is less likely that anyone else will have the same dress because i highly doubt people will leave it as long as me.
My life is so sweet at the moment, its just lazy days all the time, crazy summery weather and i have been spending my time constructively; eating lunch and drinking hot chocolates whilst enjoying the summer sun and smoking like a choo-choo train.
I had the first BE BE QUE of the year over in Brighton with my beloved brother, thats a fond memory. ALSO, i happened to bump into who was my best friend like a year ago? two years ago? WHAT ELSE HAS HAPPENED?! ermh, just lots of drinking and smoking and eating really. Starting speaking to my best friend since i was four again, which is nice, someone who was well and truely missed in my life.
Everything seems to be going swell, apart from my mother is yet to see sense and still dating that insensitive prick, i could punch him in the face actually.

TRUTH BE TOLD..

I love 2009.
End of.

Workout Videos

Ohhh, i could have endless hours of fun watching them in fast forward. When i should be doing revision i just sit and watch films on fast forward. Oh when i fail my GCSE's in august, GOD DAMN YOU DAVINA.
We used to have a Jane Fonda one, it must be somewhere in our video cupboard, what fun that would be to watch, sexy ladies in fluorescent Lycra, dancing to golden oldie tunes. What could be more fun?

Going to choose our puppy on saturday.. oh fun times.
I really need to get out the house, it so boring just sitting around doing 'revision' EURGH!

Prom

Is about two and a half months away, i haven't even thought about it. Everyone else already has their dresses blah de blah. I don't want one of those pink puff meringue dresses, i think they are hideous and i won't be caught dead in one. Plus i think its ridiculous to pay £200 for a dress that really you can only wear once. But i was looking around on google images for inspiration and i've seen so many dresses that i would actually kill for.

But i did find one dress that was really nice, different.. so i am going to try and make myself a dress like it.

Its a dress from one of Ronit Zilkha collection's so obviously far to expensive for me to actually buy, but i don't think it would be difficult to find a dress like that and then just sew on some fake flowers, hey presto.
I'm also really set on the idea of having on of those birdcage veils, i think they are so beautiful .
i was looking at this other blog as well, and i know they are wedding dress i would rather look like i was getting married than something ediable, http://bridechic.blogspot.com

Mothers

Good Christ, mine has gone into overprotective, controlling mode. Sorry think its a bit late for that mother. Last weekend when i stayed in for the first time in 2009 she was questioning me saying i was always on it. and now she is saying that i can't go out unless i tell her where, with who, when i'll be home, i don't want you wondering the streets.. ERMH SORRY!
It's not that she can keep me in the house.. i'd go out even if she didn't want me, but i'm a skint girl at the moment, so unless i she starts being loving again i may just kill myself.
I treat her like shit, i dear.

But i did put loads of effort into buying her flowers and arranging them beautifully for mothering Sunday, the rest of her asshole children didn't. And she still sends my brother money all the time. ITS SO FUCKING ANNOYING!
Ahh well, i just won't eat lunch tomorrow and use that two pound for drugs, fun times.

Rapunzel, rapunzel let down your hair.

What on earth is with this weather? Is was lush last week, and it felt like summer and now the wind is going a million miles an hour and it raining like a motherfucker.

Oh, i can't wait for summer, we finish school early this year and its going to be a long, hot and CERAAZY summer, i'm like totally excited.

I'm getting a puppy.